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Lunes, Oktubre 17, 2011

FRIENDSHIP POEM OF THE WEEK

My Beautiful Friend
You made me laugh when I cried so hard
You gave me bracelets to cover my scars
You held me close when I was so cold
You offered a comforting hand to hold

You picked me up whenever I fell
You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell
You answered my calls in the darkened night
You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight

You rescued me when I was drowning in pain
You placed me back on the right path again
You loved me forever and stayed by my side
You entered my heart as an angel to guide

You may not be with me so much anymore
But I know you will leave open a beckoning door
I miss you so much but I'll fight till the end
I love you so much my Bestest friend.

young love story........

It's one thing to love somebody, but it's another thing to tell him you love him. Two years ago I had a best friend, we grew so close together. I always had had a crush on him, but I figured that it would be better if we stayed friends. Every touch was cherished and every moment I spent with him was cherished more. Everybody told me that it was a simple crush and I would be over him in no time. Those were the longest fifteen months of my life so far. The first few months we spent just getting to know each other and I did develop a little crush on him, but I never said anything. Then, things started getting more shall I say interesting. He started flirting and being more affectionate than regular. So of course I flirted back. There were times that I wanted to tell him I loved him but something told me not to say anything, so I didn't. Quite a few months went by with just flirting and such things then I felt I had to do something or say something, I feelings that I hadn't felt before and I started not paying attention to things that were more important. All I thought about was him. His friends were always trying to hook us up and get us together but we never quite got there. I had had enough I decided to tell him what I felt and when I did I got what I expected. He had feelings for me too but was scared so thought that we shouldn't go out. I agreed but I wasn't amused with him response. I felt better that I had got those feelings off of my chest but something still wasn't right. Three months passed and I was often getting sick and not being able to think right, making poor decisions and my friends weren't treating me the same. I finally felt that I didn't want to feel like this, so I told him what had been happening and he told me that over the last two months he had developed feelings for my best friend and felt that I wasn't an item in his mind now. I was devastated but soon realized that he isn't the only one that would come and go in my life and that I would find somebody else, soon. I also learned that a great friendship is a hard thing to find and that you should treat your friends with all your love. To this day I am friends with Austin and we still mess around and flirt sometimes. But at the end of the day I know that I am in love with somebody else and he loves me back. I do wonder what would have happened if Austin and I would have been together but I'm happier now than I ever was. I also know that it's real love now. But hey I'm still young.

to the one i love....

My Darling Beloved,

The day when you left me alone is the darkest day of my life. My eyes have forgot to smile, my face has left glowing, my lips are pale, my life is just a barren land on which no thing can be produced. Oh dear why did you do this to me?
Your touch is still fresh on my hands. I feel you in my breathe. Your warmth is still warming my soul. Your fragrance is in my heart. I m still enclosed in your love. Your love is power to live for me. Why don’t you come back and make my life a paradise again.
Your tender feelings and touch inspire my emotions and my pure and first feelings are for you. You are the core of my all emotions. I am still a true and divine lover of you.
Make my life complete with your part. I am living miserable with you. You are the beauty of my face and life.

With Love LHYN.

Lunes, Hulyo 25, 2011

Expect the Unexpected...

In this crazy highschool world, i tasted different types of flavor. A flavor of hurt, failures, and most of all the sweetest and the yummiest...love. During my freshman year, i used to be chubby but cute. But i was short. I was always envious of my classmates because all of them are all extremely gorgeous! i also had this animosity with my classmate Michael. Well, i have to admit this, he is super cute! Yet he always piss me off and play pranks on me. I always get mad and furious.During the last day of classes, a program was held in our school.It was sponsored by the sophomore years. The show went on with some dance numbers. But a very cute guy with nerdy glasses caught my attention. I started to have a crush on him. When Michael knew about it, he kept on glaring at me. I didn`t know why. Sophomore year came... I became a little thin but still i looked chubby and i became more whiter. Day by day, i saw him and knew his name, Ralph. My classmates always tease me on him and i knew that he knew it that i had a total crush on him. But what my eyes captured was the murderous glare of Michael over Ralph. Once again, i ignored it. Months passed... i still had a crush on ralph. My classmates always advise me to have a balanced diet and exercise. Of course i did but with not too much dedication. Suddenly, one day, someone texted me. He said his name was jb. Since that day we became textmates. Only that he became malicious and he always speak about the private parts of my body. When i came to school, i swiftly knew who that was and it made me avoid him. It was Ralph. Yet i became jealous when i knew that he had a crush on my classmate, Mikaela. Well, she is pretty. And it gave me strength to work out. When summer arrived, I strive hard to become slim and pretty. Junior year came... my classmate john noticed me but not everybody. They all adored me and well, Ralph did too. The most anticipated moment of every teenagers came, the Prom Night. I was in a white ball gown and i turned out like a japanese doll. Stunned, I saw Michael in his white tuxedo and it matches my gown. My eyes also caught Ralph` s.He came towards me and asked for a dance. I refused and said, "After i became pretty you approached me but before you always prank me." He left and i stood alone at the center hall. Yet someone took a notice of me and asked me to have a dance. It was my dear John.after that dance, he handed me a letter saying, I love you. I blushed and he kissed me under the different colors of dancing lights and we kissed and swayed together with the music. i couldn` t believe it that it was only him that adores me for the whole highschool years.

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YOUNG LOVE....

This story may seem stupid to some, being I was so young but this story is true even though it may seem as it is not. I was 12 and he was thirteen. We met because his ex was my bestfriend at the time. I was looking for nothing more than a text buddy. I fell hard. and fast. We started dating five days after we first met... I didnt know what it was this just seemed so different.. so real. The first time he said i love you it wasnt the same as all of the other times. He actually loved me as i loved him. It was amazing and everything was perfect. We were almost tore apart when our first summer apart came around but we stayed strong that whole first year. As eighth grade came changes came and thats when i started to realize that this may just last forever... Years passed and we grew closer and closer. By my senior year we were still together. We looked at colleges together, we practically lived together at that point. Our love was so real it was unimaginable. He did want to serve in the military, we graduated and both went to the university of florida. That first year he served was agonizing. I had never felt so much pain in my life. I mustered through some how and he came back on that june 16 and proposed to me. The dream i had since i was 12 had came true. I was getting married to my first and last love. We got married as soon as his fourth year was done. We are so happy and I am pregnant now. We waited till we were married to have sex of course. I feel like this was a good story to share and despite what you all may think, it is true.
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King and Queen of Hearts

The saying, the more you hate; the more you love is just an opinion to other people. Some might believe but some don`t. Yet i can still remember the time when i was in high school.i used to have this silly but super cute classmate namely Christian. He is naughty but the school` s heartthrob. I was so confused why. Every time he sees me, he always tease me and call me white lady because i am so white. We always fight and quarrel. Until the js prom came. i was in a black chiffon gown and a red pussycat. i looked like a vampire. The theme was a Halloween prom night. As i crossed the threshold, i saw people staring at me. They were in awe. I saw their eyes in amazement. all of them are wearing red and white gown with a fancy dirt on the skirts. all of them are like demons, white ladies, fairies, and etc. The boys are in vampire motifs. But what caught my attention was the tall guy in black tux and black necktie. he was smirking at me. I knew who` s that guy. That` s Christian. I swiftly ambled towards him and complained, "What are you smirking at?" he said, "Nothing. You just look like a vampire from hell." and then i protested, "Duh! Why? is there a vampire from heaven? At least I am the prettiest vampire in hell." He laughed out loud that made me irritated. "In your dreams,Nahsleen." then he walked out of my sight. I was so annoyed every time he` s around. It was already 11 in the evening and when the clock strikes twelve the king and queen of hearts will be announced. so i was standing at the corner with my four friends when i felt something painful in my feet. I took off my right shoe and I had a shoe sore. I pardoned myself from my friends and went outside. I sat in the golden pavilion. I was so busy curing the shoe sore on my heel when another song was played. the song was last dance by justin bieber. the minute i looked up, Christian was standing in front of me. His hands were trembling and i don`t know why. I said, "What brought you here?! You want to piss me off? Go and look for someone who looked more miserable than me. I am busy here." I told him coldly. Then he started to speak, "Can i have this dance?" he asked and it made froze. i was in the state of devastation. He spoke again,"Please? I am so sorry if i always made you angry and hurt but the truth is since i saw you i said, i want you to be my girlfriend, my lover, my partner, and wife till the end of time." I stood up with bare feet. "How come you just said that? You know what, i felt like an idiot every time you call me, white lady, bird poo, and more." I spoke genuinely but deep inside i was crying. There was silence. a complete silence. He knelt down in front of me and said, "Will you please forgive me? I love you Nashleen. I don` t want to die without your love." I rolled my eyes and tears poured down to my chin. " Really?" i paused and continued, " I love you Christian. Since the first day we met, i was so thunderstruck but when you started to tease me, i vowed not to love you. Yet, because you always make me laugh and make me smile. I knew that i really, really love you." The song converted into the romantic song I`ll be by edwin maccain. "Shall we dance?" i queried. He nodded,stood back in place and we danced with the melody of the song. We continued dancing until we noticed people were looking at us and taking a picture of us dancing. We just beamed a smile, ignored them, and continued dancing. Then, the clock stroked at twelve and the school` s head announced the king and queen of hearts. Do you know who are those? that was us. We walked to the stage with hands swaying and stood in front of thousands of students including the teachers. They crowned us as the king and queen of hearts. We walked off the stage and the last song was played and it was the song Destiny by jim brickman. We danced once again. Staring at each other with enchantment and we had the first and romantic kiss. Starting that night, we became as one until the present.

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Miyerkules, Hulyo 13, 2011

me @ my bff